My imagination

Langit masih kelabu saat aku pulang les sore itu… cahyanya murung.. seperti apa yang ku rasakan. Aku hanya merindukannya. Namun selalu saja dia tak merasa apa yang aku rindu. Entahlah… maksudnya apa… aku juga tak sedikitpun paham. Hingga satu kata meluncur dari mulutnya. Maksa banged sih… oh.. jadi anggapanmu selama ini itu. Aku maksa, oh okay fine. Aku sekarang bener-bener gak faham apa mau kamu. Kamu bener bener membuat aku makin gila meningkat ke imbisil. Selalu aja mengatur dan mengubah aku jadi apa yang kamu mau? Apa ini penunjukan cinta kamu ke aku? Akh… bosan. Aku hanya takut saja.. kita sering berantem and end.. I hate that. Beibh.. lets be mine. Don’t over protective.. sama sekali enggak merasa bersalah 3 jam udah berlalu dan kamu g kirimin aku sms…terserah lah bi.. terserah aja.. ruwet… udah gak jalan lagi fikiranku… ich… sebal… huft…

Today is my day. But my day is not today. I can say that I hate today. It is naturally. Every human are want no one knew about their secret. My world was disappearing, after an hour later. Till 3 hour, he is sent me no message, because of their. They are cannot understand he is very valuable for me. They are always curling of lip sarcastic and scorn with our relationship. I cannot understand. Are they life without love? Are they married because they are needed to marry? If they are merry because of love, why they are always hurt our love? Are every love should be mutual respecting? 2 years later. And they always think that our love is wrong. Are they thinking? If our love wrong. How about right? Syah rukh khan in his movie mahobatten story to me that: “Love should be life. With love everything can be right. With love everything can be beauties. And with love something die can be life again.” It’s our love. Are they not understood? It is my scratch wound heart which deeply. That our love immortal. That our loves never die. When dreaming not make a sin. I want to life in Cullen’s family. They are lovely full and immortality. Because dreaming make a sin. I can understand with my condition. I am happy life in this world, it is lovely full from my best friend, my fiancé, and my mom. They are not bore with my sadness. They are always stay beside me, when I need theirs. Love bring us into happiness although in the fact is does not like that. If my fiancé beside me, I want to ask him. “Look at me honey, I want to ask you? Are there something wrong in our love?” I trust that my fiancé will say. There are no false in our love. We are just 2 person child from adam and hawa which want get an love happiness. How child of adam and hawa need no love? In the fact, adam and hawa can met because of their love. God make their love become one. I trust that God loving that love which life in our body because of love we can feel. I want to cry when I remember about our combat of love. Romeo and Cleopatra are losing than us.. once what i want all knowing, dont ask me to stop giving love for all in the world. make sure so i will handle that. love can make everything in healthy. if you sick, and you clese with love so you will get well soon. if you feel tired and you are close with love so you will get fresh soon. love everything with everyone it can make something new in your life. because in the fact, we are need about love. and there are big question in mine. why you are angry with our love? let me make a flourish. let our love make a health one another. let my god set, what will happend. :)